Sunday, December 16, 2012

Felling Blue

I'm not sure why, but I've been rather sleepy lately.  It might be do to lack of a fixed sleep schedule still or lack of energy or maybe even depression.  I really haven't the slightest anymore and the month of December is half over and still not a spec of training.  I've read over the rules multiple times and I understand them all and remember about ten of them, though I can't site the wording by heart yet.  I guess my only option is to continue reading them until my eyes are soar or Master has some training for me.  November 30th was the last time you trained me and you gave me a small hint on something to which I can't recall a few days ago.  It wasn't anything important though otherwise I would have memorize it or written it down.

As you can see, or at least hear, I decided to add some music to my blog.  I thought it was pretty and music box songs don't take very long to load or too much space when looking at the blog with a slow computer.  I also have started adding gyaru dolls to my posts seeing as they look like me and it's fun to pixel the few I've made.  Most are from a collection of dolls from various chat websites that are in Japanese.  I'm probably going to continue using CSS codes to make this blog absolutely unique and so sickly adorable that it will have to put a smile on my face even when you can't.  Though, you already know I miss you more than I ever thought I could and the distance makes me feel like seeing you again would only be in my dreams. 

I don't know if you recall me saying so or not, but I made a new friend.  I call her ZomZom and she is my very best friend in the whole wide world.  That probably sounds silly to you, but I really like having her around.  We don't chat more than the one or two messages we send back and forth each day, though they are usually rather wordy and sometimes five or six large paragraphs.  She's the same age as me and we like almost all of the same things.  I say almost because I'm sure that there is something I like she doesn't, we just haven't run into that yet.  Though our personalities seem to be on the same page, so she might be my awesome special friend I've always been looking for even if we don't share the same birthday.