Saturday, December 22, 2012
I really haven't had anyone to chat with as of late. A few guys want to chat with me like always, but I know Master doesn't approve of that and they scare me a little anyways with all their advances. I'm just so lonely I'm about ready to chat with anyone really. If tomorrow goes well, I won't have time to chat with Master anymore so I won't feel so bad. I'll still be upset that he's too busy for me, but if I nail this interview then I'll finally have a job to spend some of my time at. For the rest of the time, to keep myself amused I have made a bucketlist to try and fulfill and a 43 Things account to work on all the ones that are smaller goals for 2013.
I've been keeping up with what I'm supposed to be doing. Keep clean and ready for another one of Master's surprise inspections if that ever happens again. I've been trying to be on my best manners and do as I am suppose to. Master doesn't really text with me anymore and I don't have to worry about calling etiquette seeing as he doesn't answer his phone and I haven't spoken to him in over three weeks, about four weeks now actually. I'll just have to be even more patient then I have before and try to understand that I'll have to live by what Master use to tell me every single time I wanted. "You don't always get what you want," which in my case if never.