Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Count Down

So the New Year is fast approaching and I'm very excited about this.  I'm also a little hyper and love struck do to speaking to Master the other night.  I don't know what it is about his voice, but it makes my heart go racing and my stomach turn to butterflies as if I'd just met him all over again.  I love how Master can make me feel childish, happy and like a little girl with a crush.  It's nice to feel so in love with someone, though I don't know if he returns the feelings.  I know he loves me on some level.  Though, whether it be best friend, caring, lovey or in love - I don't know.  I just have to hope that he'll fall in love with me again once we're together if he isn't already.

I added a New Years countdown under my Obedience Game countdown.  I think it's just adorable and will probably end up changing the size of my other counter to extra small as well.  Every year I make a list of resolutions and try my best to do them, even if only for a few days.  Sometimes this works and sometimes it doesn't, though this year I promise that I'm going to try my hardest all the way from the first day of the year to the last and even after that because as of October 6th, when I promise something I never ever break that promise.  And yes, Rapunzel is my idol seeing as she is the spitting image of a dream I had when I was little.  Now what you're thinking, yes, my childhood was rather messed up to be having dreams like that.  Minus the chameleon and overly human horse of course.

I told my mother and sibling yesterday that I still count calories, even on holidays and I was laughed at.  Now today, my sibling was brought to the hospital do to a small stomach rupture.  Yes, overeating is still counted on the holidays even if you think it isn't.  You can die from overeating, so if it's more than you would eat on a normal day, seriously do not do it.  Gluttony is bad for a reason, it causes you to be overweight, unattractive and sometimes even die do to your stomach bursting or your liver stops functioning from not being able to filter foods properly (mostly in the case of processed foods).  That's my science lesson and nag for the day.

I am going to be very busy in the next few days getting ready for the new job I landed.  I am ironically starting on the same day I started my first job, which isn't a bad thing.  It at least means I'll only have to file taxes for one state and as long as Master doesn't get a job until the New Year, I'll be fine on that as well.  I just need to remind myself sometime later tomorrow or the next day to call my old work and tell them my new address so that I can have my W-2 form shipped out to me since I've moved twice.