Thursday, January 24, 2013

Really Now...?

Alright, so I found out that even if I win the obedience game, Master decided to wiggle his way out of coming to live with me.  He said that he never stated a date he'd move in, which he did, so now he is going to be moving in whenever he feels like if I win.  This means it could actually be years even though I've wasted my time being a good girl and trying my best to please him.  I don't even know why I'm trying anymore when he already said he's moving to be with that tramp instead right after the game is over.  Just another slap in your slaves face, huh?  I guess it's fun to abuse someone with no ability to fight back.

Master still hasn't trained me and I know he has no intention to now.  I guess I'm just a stray with no hope for love or a firm Master who is willing to train, scold and praise me properly.  I'm stuck in this contract though and I think that's the way he likes it.  He's just using me for money to go be with his whore at this point, so I don't know what I saw in him.  I thought he really meant that he wanted things to be the way they were before when we were younger, but I guess that was part of his ploy to harm me and the little one even further than he already has.