Sunday, January 27, 2013

*le sigh* Again...

So, all alone today.  No one to really chat with besides the people on Neopets.  Master was up all night chatting with that horrible girl as usual.  He doesn't even care that it bothers me, he just scolds me even though I have every right to dislike her as much as I want to.  I'm a good girl every day and I deserve to be with my Master, not her.  She doesn't deserve him in the least.  It just makes me so mad how unfair life is to me.  It's like someone says, "You don't always get what you want".  Well, I never do unless it's materialistic and I don't want items, I want affection and attention.

Master ended up getting online late, but he was probably asleep all day which means I'll either have to stay up until my eyes hurt to chat with him or just give up and never really talk to him much again.  It's not like it would make a different to him if I fell off the face of the Earth.  He'd actually probably be happier.  I need someone to hold and love me, treating me like their little princess.  Yes, I want to be a slave... just not the slave who's boxed off from everyone else and never thought of.  I feel like I have no worth anymore.